Outside.A.Brain.Machine

This will be probably the last post of this year, noone have read this blogs since I created it, its ok, blogging is like being a shining star in the universe that has to be discovered somehow, and has to be special somehow too.

This year I passed through out a lack of inspiration, and a lack of everything, a big void that hasnt been filled up.

Silence again will be my gift to my readers.

Pound.Of.Course

Not even silence stops time..did you ever asked yourself about the speed of silence?...sure not..noone actually waste any time thinking about idiocies like that..we're too busy to worry...to think..to live..

Havent written here since a month I believe...nobodies read anyway...

Today after a year since I opened this shameful blog..Time..and all the sorts of worries time carries return to my mind...I miss Time..and at the same time I wish Time just dissapear so fast, that way I dont even have to wait for it to pass...bunch of incoherence are the ones Im writing...but again... incoherent is everything outside the normal grip of people..

Nailed.Pictures

No one reads my posts my blogger capacities are shameful!

Temporal

Not so long I wrote to a person, -dreams tends to predict moments of our recent present or future-

Suppose.To.Be

This are suppose to be my very happy years of life, they arent.

Its supposed that she cares about me, she actually ignore me.

I suppose there shouldnt be any problems, there are and many of them absurd as she is.

Its suppose that I should be happy, Im not.

Its suppose that I should keep the hopes, I despair I untrust

Its suppose I should get along, Im a loser Im an Island

Its suppose to be perfect as it is to the others, It is not

She's suppose to explain, she shut.

I was suppose to born, I didnt

Its suppose to go faster than light, It burns slow

Its suppose to be amusing, its pitiful.

Im suppose to be free, Im in a cage

Im suppose to be normal, I dont get it yet

Its suppose to be enjoyable, it is harmful

Abstractism

Theres a few thing you should think about.

I noticed that there are an amount of things that surround everything in our little world inside our incomprehensible universe.

Our Human World its characterized by being:

Extremely Surrealist

Absurd

Double Standard

and the most incredible thing is, people seems to have been absorbed by this, starting to ignore and live the rhythm of absurdity.

Sometimes I feel trapped, sometimes I wish I could be part of a nice movie, suddenly movies seem to have more sense than real life, books seems to have more sense than real life.

I still dont get a thing, I still do not feel identified with people, very few, I still dislike my race, but at the same time I enjoy being a spectator an alone spectator of this surreal and absurd human world I truly hate in some twisted way.

It is not an argument about me against the world I dont give a fuck.

Somehow I enjoy Somehow I dislike and It make me sick the fact of feeling and seeing every single day the very single thing being repeated, World have become an odd place, absurd and surrealist but it have get to the point that every single part of the human behavior its so predictable that annoys and makes the world a bored place to be in, every place you go, you will find the same characters the same scenario the same behaviors dressed in different imagery.

I know that my problem its that I think too much but in someway its my problem, and people could thing I am different I am odd, but It is exactly the thing I expect it is predictable.

And By the way, Im not the only crazy thinker around, unfortunately I couldnt scape either to being absorbed by this world.

I mean I already said that we cannot scape to standards, theres no different people believe that every single person its different its the biggest bullshit we all have the same shit of other and vice-versa, maybe the true is that, theres different groups of people but not different individuals, this days we are too globalized for that.

Whisper.Hello

Summers gone and with it a considerable waste of many thing.